Our New Years Eve was low key and pleasant. We have spent the day playing with play dough, dreasing like mermaid princesses and relaxing.
So why do I have this looming feeling of dread hanging over me? The feeling that at any moment the sky will fall and my world will come crashing down? Where is this coming from? I don't understand why I get ao overwhelmed with such feelings at times where I feel otherwise happy. It is likes i cannot allow myself to feel such joy that my defense mechanisms kick in and take over. But for what?
I'm not sure. I just hope these feelings subside. All I want to do is play with my mermaid.